Visited a Chinese Traditional Sinseh and horrified by images of abortion of fetus at second and third trimester

The appointment was at 2:30pm but was finally 'sent in' at 4.00pm. (That's why i have always never respected chinese sinsehs.) At the time of waiting, a very-fluent-Chinese-speaking Indian assistant asked us to sign an indemnity form that stipulated the sinseh will not be liable for mistreatment and that the patient has chose to receive the treatments on her on freewill. Looking at this piece of sheet, we were contemplating to either walk out or sign it. 

Having waited for more than one hours, we decided to give ourselves an opportunity to be 'would-be-mistreated'. After all, this sinseh came well recommended by a friend's 'friend' (by the way, we have not even met or spoken to this 'friend-of-friend') who testified that her second child was a dream came true by this sinseh. What choice do we have? ONE - to wait until nature takes it course, could be next year or 5 years later. TWO - go in and see how we would grade this so-well-recommended-sinseh. THREE - spend RM32,000 to gamble on IVF. We chose TWO and continue to sit and watch the loop film about the ethic of aborting a pregnancy at second and third trimester.

For the love of all gods in this world, there are definitely no shortage of good medical documentaries in this world and this insensitive bugger has had to choose such a title to entertain their waiting customers. What am i grumbling about? Imagine watching abortion 'live' at close-up. Imagine seeing pieces of fetus being pulled forcefully by scapple. Imagine the scapple pulling out a blood draining piece of flesh oozing white liquid that supposed to be the squashed brain mesh of the fetus as narrated by the voice over. Imagine pieces of dismembered body parts lying on top of a white linen and one of the piece resembled a formed baby feet sticking out from the bloody mesh.

I am so emotional right now, as i am inserting this post. So much anger building up. I need to get the images out of head. I hate brutal images. I hate bloody images. I hate violent pictures. Aarrrrgggggghhhhhh............... Here we are trying so hard to have a baby and there they are insane people daring for an abortion at second and trimester. For the love of all gods in this world, carry the pregnancy to full term and give it up for adoption, f**ker.

I can't think straight now. So tired work-up. I need to sleep.