Dino dad decided he had enough of mountains and bushes from his Indonesia business trips. Its time to look to the beach. Not just any beaches but white sandy-fluffy beach that stretched out to crystal clear blue sea. Oh! must have 'nemo's' and 'dori's too.
This is the twentith cycle of TTC. And we have decided it's the final attempt to go on clomiphene 150mg. Should there'd be a cycle-21 later, it will definitely be IVF by July. In between then will be on Chinese medicine treatment.It was a hard decision, made with arguments. Dino dad insisted on replacing hormonal treatments with chinese herbs for fear of risking me developing female cancers at later years. Even though there has not been scientifically proven that fertility treatment can cause cancer in women, there are sufficient medical websites hinting the risks possibility. On top of that, sifu JoeyYap has predicted an onset of an illness crisis when i turn 47. He specifically mentioned 'female illness'. Scary but not worry much. Its a great relieve to be able to grasp knowledge of the possible future by this time, so to make pave ways advance preparation such as top-up insurance sum assured gau-gau, embark on an eat-the-right-foods education, pick up mental development programs to think right, to start counting blisses and blessings, to appreciate family and friends, to indulge in my passions more, write a will and most importantly of all, to plan things i can do to give back to society and to leave my mark on this earth.
But alas, this year metal is buried deeply by massive and muddied earth. I can't think straight all the time. Arrrrhhhh.....give myself a break a year. Now, get busy to frolic on white beaches and snorkeling the blue ocean while the nights are to be spent on hot, steamy baby-missions.
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