...... another failed cycle. Menses flushing.Appointment with doc tomorrow to start the first step of IUI.
Too sad to blog
I'm not sure if i could bring myself to adore a baby anymore should i really eventually given birth to one later. Too many draining months of agony and frustration. I am beginning to loose the yearning.
I'm not sure if i could bring myself to adore a baby anymore should i really eventually given birth to one later. Too many draining months of agony and frustration. I am beginning to loose the yearning.In fact, i am feel i'm bending towards the desire to conquer a challenge rather than nurturing a mother-and-child bond. Probably this bond has never been in me all along. Reality check: we have never really had strong desire for kids. Many a times we looked at each other's face in disgust over some neighbors' kids shouting in their play and moms screaming from few yards away. More put off when these kids dropped by to sneer at our furkids and shouting nonsensically "anjing! anjing!" Even more nauseated by their 'kampung-ite' parents.
Listen to myself!! Words of hates!! 
...better stop. Go to sleep.
...better stop. Go to sleep.
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